t w o.


two.
two sweet hearts.
two smiles.
two giggles.
two warm snuggles.
two sets of cute jammies.
two kisses.
two blessings. 
two sets of little piggies.
two.

i know the love that is planted by having a child, and i now know the love that grows when you add a second. i can only imagine the greatness of having more littles running around this place. Lord, i praise you for these two lives + pray there are more to come! my cup runneth over + over.

^^^ this hand holding was not prompted. i set them up together at his request + he went from there.

taking stock || part 3 + some pictures of my cute toddler (what's new?)

^^^i mean, total exuberance. hot chocolate for all my friends! 

This is a fun little post that's been floating around for a while now, here are parts ONE & TWO, and now for round three!

Making: moves towards our future.
Cooking: fun fact...  i don't cook. well i do, but not often + by not often i mean 4-5 times a yearish. i have a few meals i've got nailed, but otherwise chris is so great at cooking, he usually does it!
Drinking: water 
Reading: books with abel 
Wanting: beautiful things for our home, a new camera lens + computer
Looking: on pinterest
Playing: with lucy the bubble blower
Wasting: electricity leaving twinkle lights plugged in, because they're magic
Sewing: this questions should be dropped from the list
Wishing: my dad was still here
Enjoying: my family
Waiting: on april
Liking: the show: about a boy
Wondering: what genders all my pregnant friend's babies will be!
Loving: people.
Hoping: my bubble doesn't burst, because my life really is as good as it seems right now + i don't deserve it 
Marvelling: at my blessings. how? + thank you a million times.
Needing: not a thing
Smelling: fresh bathed babies
Wearing: stripes
Following: the Lord
Noticing: the hum of electronics. make. them. stop.
Knowing: i am loved.
Thinking: about hawaii
Bookmarking: photo ideas
Opening: the shower curtain to bath toys... every single time
Giggling: at a husband who keeps me smiling
Feeling: blessed

lucy girl.


at 4 months this sweet thing is darling as pie. chunking up like it's her job, kicking, rolling, bubble blowing, laughing, smiling constantly, dancing with + laughing at abel, sitting great in her bumbo, thumb sucking, finger eating, and chattingggggg loudly. she is the very sweetest thing + i can't believe she's ours. i mean, one sweet little (abel) was like winning the lottery, but now TWO?! jackpot. thank you Lord in Heaven for these precious angels. protect them, bless them + continue teaching me how to love them well, every single day. amen.

abel prays.

a blog post lost in my phone from december 18th, documented now.
abel said his first prayer tonight & I cried.

we typically pray before each meal together, whether it be at the dining table, around the coffee table, standing in the kitchen or otherwise. it's just a practice that we try and keep. well starting a couple weeks ago, whenever we'd sit to eat, before we had a chance to, abel would reach out for hands. this alone made us feel like we had done something right. we still haven't found a church we love attending & then we found one we liked enough but dropping abel off at child care was not my favorite thing or his & then we had Lucy, and on and on... I beat myself up over this sometimes because I generally just don't feel at the top of my spiritual game right now & wish that i could be a million different people all at once, never fall victim to distraction or miss a beat, but I'm human I guess & I am where I am right now. So when your toddler reaches for hands at dinner without any prompting from you, it feels like you've done at least one thing right this year & are on track to raise a nice little human. well tonight, around my moms coffee table, over homemade chicken noodle soup, abel reached for hands & with heads bowed, he then prayed his very first prayer. it was mostly a lot of gibberish and "cracker" somewhere along the way, but that food was blessed and my heart was on the floor, having leapt from my chest with delight.